February 2012
64 posts
It's like you're screaming but no one can hear.
I’m a bitch sometimes.
I’m usually always nice to people, but if you piss me off or annoy me I’m going to be a bitch to you. The reason why people have never seen me be mean is because If I be a bitch, I’ll just come at you and you don’t want to see that. Give me an attitude, be that way. I’ll be giving you a favor in return. Be nice to me and i’ll be nice back. Be a big bitch to me and I’ll be one back. I know when to...
I hate losing people.
I’ve lost everyone that was important to me, everyone who made a big impact on my life and everyone who meant the world to me. All I have left of them are memories. You have no idea how badly I want them back in my life, but I can’t do anything about it, they’re gone. The pain of losing them will never go away and i’ll always remember them.
I just want to be normal, everyone stares at me...
Crushes
You know why I never like someone anymore? because I’m scared if I like someone i’ll end up crushed. Crushes always turn into more. Then it turns to being lead on. After that, one person always gets hurt. This is why I rather be single because relationships aren’t meant for me. Another reason why is because I don’t want to end up being that one that’s getting hurt.
Venting
I love when people vent to me because it shows how much they trust me with their problems, it makes me feel special. If you vent to me, I promise i’ll give you all my ears and listen. I won’t judge you like everyone else, I just want to help you with your problems. Vent all you want to me, i’ll be here for you if you need me.
I don't believe in bestfriends.
Things always change and one day they stop talking and start slowly fading. When they say they’ll always be there for you when you need them the most, don’t believe them. Sooner or later, they’re going to back stab you and talk shit about you. That’s the reason why I don’t have a best friend anymore. I thought bestfriends were supposed to be the best of friends.
Don't cry, just smile.
Anonymous asked: You're really ugly.
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I'm not worth it.
I’m not worth anyone’s time. Everyone seems to give up on me after they can’t handle me anymore. I wish someone can keep holding on to me and won’t let me go. I just want someone who can deal with me and put up with my bullshit. Everyone gets tired of me quickly. Please, hold on to me, don’t let me go and stick with me through it all because I can’t do this...
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Please don't give up on me like everyone else.
I feel like I no longer belong. I fake my...
You just left me there.
All by myself. You knew I needed you. How could you? Out of everyone I thought you were the one who’d always be there for me, but you just left my life. I was wrong, who knew that people can change in very little time.
Flaws
Every time I look myself in the mirror all I see is flaws all over my body. I wish I didn’t have any flaws because flaws me insecure. Every time someone points out one of my flaws on my body I get nervous because I don’t want anyone to see that I’m not perfect or the way they want me to look. I don’t have a perfect face, perfect skin or perfect body, I’m just me.
Comfortable
I love those type of people who can be comfortable around me. Those people who aren’t shy to eat in front of me, we can stuff our faces and eat like pigs in front of together.
Always smile.
No matter what you’re going through, or what you’ve been through. Always put a smile on your face. Show them you’re strong and that you can make through anything. Even it might be your worstest moment, always smile. Not because you can’t, because you know you can.
A love story should never have a happy ending...
Even though we don't talk anymore, i'll be here if...
It's funny how the people that hurt you the most...
You're not alone.
You’re just blind, you don’t see it. Look around you, do you see all those people? They love you, they care about you. Don’t say you’re alone because you don’t realize all those people who’ve been there for you since the start. If you keep pushing everyone away from you, you won’t have anyone left. Realize what you have before it’s gone because once...
I'm scared.
I’m scared to open up to people. I’m scared that they’ll judge me. If I’m going to open up to you, I want you to to listen. This is one of the reasons why I never open up to people. Also, I’m scared that they’ll make me regret opening up to them. I feel safer keeping everything to myself, but it’s bad to bottle things inside. It’s hard to...
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You told me you're different, but you're just like...
"I'm done."
I wish I meant it when I said ” I’m done.” To be honest, I know I’ll never be done. I can pretend that I hate you and I’m over you, but I’m not. But I can’t seem to let you go, it’s all the memories that keep haunting me. Someday I will get over you and I will move on with my life, just not today.
My life's not perfect.
I have a lot going on, things are just bad. I’ve been thinking and thinking a lot lately. I smile, because I want myself to be happy. I hide so many things behind a smile. It’s hard for me to smile now a days. If you knew what I was going through you’d understand. Everyday everything just roams through my mind. It affects me so much, it’s just slowly killing me inside. If you know me, everyday I...
I never go to you when I need someone? Maybe it's...
People just don't understand, it's easier said...
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You've been gone so long that you don't even know...
Sometimes I want to run away.
I may look okay, but I'm not. I might say I don't...
I want someone.
I want someone who’ll stay in my life until the end. Everyone I get close to seems to leave my life out of no where without giving me a reason. I’m tired of it, acting like it doesn’t hurt me when the people I care about the most suddenly leaves my life. I know everyone eventually leaves and no one stays in your life forever, but for once I want someone to stay in my life for a...
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The last place I would ever want to be is here on...
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Nobody said it was easy, but no one ever said it...
Negativity
How do you expect me to be strong when all I get is negativity from everyone? Words hurt a lot and people don’t realize that. Do you know how much words hurt coming from the people you love the most? It hurts even more. One simple word can ruin my day and mood. The words that people throw at me kills me inside.
I'm just too much to handle, right?
I miss you but you probably don't miss me, that's...
Sooner or later I knew you'd get tired of me and...
Where were you when everything just hit me hard?
When I die, I'm going to haunt the people who made...
I love my parents no matter what.
Even if they’ve compared me to other people, pissed me off, made me mad, i’ll still love them with all my heart. They put food on the table everyday and gave me a home to stay warm under. Make your parents happy, don’t make them disappointed in you. Parents have such high expectations for us because they know we can do more than we’re capable of. Never take your parents for...
I want a special someone.
Someone who I could text all day and talk on the phone with. We would always stay up late and talk to each other. Someone who could make time to talk to me. Someone who I could love and care for. Someone who I could hold and never let go of. Someone who could go on adventures with me. Taking pictures of us so we can look back at all the memories. Someone to cuddle with when I’m cold....
Overthinking, it's whats kills you.
Drop the people who don’t care about you.
If they continuously hurt you in any way then you obviously don’t need them in your life. Don’t get too attached to them because you’re just falling into their trap. You want someone to love you, not hurt you. Who cares if you really love them, do you still want to get hurt over and over again? Why are you still hanging on to them? because you think they’ll come back to you but they won’t. Truth...
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I've lost everyone important in my life.
Words
People throw around words way too much. They probably don’t know the meaning, since they use them often. If you’re going to say something, think and make sure you actually mean it because some words are strong. Your words don’t mean shit if your actions don’t contradict. Remember, actions speak louder than words.
It's your choice if you want to be happy or not....
I hope karma hits you in the face. If it doesn't,...
I don't need you to come back in my life. I...